not good enough

I read over things to review myself, edit, re-edit, re-write, throw away, start anew, and beat the hell out of my nerves. I'm not good enough, you're not good enough either. Some need drinks to do this, I'm abusive without the courage intake. I'll take the shithead title. No need to blame a drink for sober thoughts from an unsound mouth. God could write me a post-it note and I would leave it stained with red ink. he's not good enough either.